firstly, i want to apologize to my teammate because i didn't played well. did not do a good pass or shooting. i'm the main problem that causes the team to lose. seriously, if i'm given a chance to stop playing, i will stop. rather then being a bastard in the team. i have sososo much trouble but i got nobody to tell. :0 whenever i text or chat with her, i will not let her know about whether i am sad or not but i will let her feel that i am still happy like how i am. is useless if she got feeling for him and not me. D: i am willing to give up everything if she just tell me she love him. seriously. :O i am tired already. got to go. byebyeeeeee.!