saddening day.
Sunday, March 29, 2009 6:21 AM
today wake up at 11 plus. get prepare and meet
sze kiat at 145 to eat, but we went to mac eat at last. ;D after eating, went to CC sit and see people play basketball. waiting for the time to pass and want go
lamsoon, but the sky is getting darker. so i called
jiajun to ask whether want come CC. we tried to call
yongxin but he didn't pick up. then he call back to
jiajun phone and told us that he's sleeping at home. -.- after that play basketball at cc. play until 6plus, went to
coffeeshop and eat with
jiajun. finally HOME! that's all.
haha!
BYEBYE!
idiot you, make me feel so awkward! :):)
is that called admire?
Friday, March 27, 2009 6:31 AM
i don't know why got this feeling, see her, i will nervous. but, at the same time. i still can't let go of her.
What Should I Do? hmm, okay. i finally know wha her name is called. now, i've forgotten already cause i just wake up. hehe! :] boring.
today 1st lesson, EBS. going to die. the time past darn slow and keep doing so much work. like going to die. :D 2nd is chinese. have fun leh, teacher keep disturbing me. she even say i`m a YELLOW COW. haha! because the cow doesn't like to do use brain. then teacher disturb me. idiot! than she said actually i`m hardworking too. whoohoo. :):) 3rd is english, abit boring but teacher still got joke to make the class laugh. after lesson, went for training, those sec 2 boys were so cute, some of them is making me crazy, teach them many times, but they still don't know. they don't know they still don't like to ask. after the training, stay at the canteen talk talk with friends. :D actually want to go home already, after that saw shumin and chat with her. after chatting, went to 143 to eat with yongxin and jiajun. we got no place to go after eating, so, we went to CC to take a look whether got people anot. reach cc, stay there and play basketball for awhile. went to my house the bus stop to accompany yongxin and jiajun wait for bus. home!! sleep while i`m watching television. woke up quite long already. :D that's all for today. Byebyeeee:):):)
what should i do? continue waiting or just let go. do some thinking tonight!
another day of waiting,
Thursday, March 26, 2009 5:38 AM
today after my lesson, went to clementi sports hall to watch the C boy's play. they were playing quite well during the 1st and 2nd quater. however, their defense are slow and juying sec catch with lot of fast break. after their match, take the bus and back to school, tomorrow got training. gonna build up their defense. i`m darn tired. tired for shouting, studying. i`m hungry right now!! i got text herr today, but she didn't reply me O: don't know. still waiting for her text. nothing already. byebye! :D
Labels: I'll give you what i have to give.
third day for waiting.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009 5:23 AM
today went to school same same. tomorrow the c boy's having match, don't feel like going cause the sec 1 some of them are coming to basketball. :D hmm, today got training in school, train some of the players and joke with them. they're darn funny. :):) feel like quitting prestige and stop playing basketball. this feeling keep coming. i don't know how to tell issac. is really difficult for me to just tell him i wish to quit, he'll not let me go and ask me why. alright, that's for today, see whether i`m free tomorrow. if i`m free than i'll post. :D
can't stop thinking of her, i shouldn't give up. who knows if one day she say, i "is not the ending point yet".
disappointed..
Monday, March 23, 2009 6:20 AM
today went to school as usual, nothing happen. after school, went to the C boy's basketball division. they were being thrash by nan hua. OMG, i don`t believe it. maybe they've tried their best, i don`t know. i only know that they have did badly just now. after their match, went back to teckwhye to play basket with jiajun, nicky, zhenwei and yongxin. tomorrow will be having training for the C boy's. hope they really treat it seriously. went home after playing basketball. bath, and sleep 9.00 :D had my dinner already, so, i don`t know what to do now! :):) heh! now chatting on msn.
i didn't know she feel relieve after telling me all this, if she could tell me earlier and she will not have so much problem. now i`ve got nothing to say anymore if she say we can only be friends. what else can i do? :(:(:( sigh!
another day has past,
Sunday, March 22, 2009 4:56 AM
went to play basketball at lamsoon today. play until 7 plus, went to with for bus with nicky and went home. actually wanted to post yongxin hair but he found out that i took his photo then he threaten me to delete. he says
"Delete now or i'll tickle you" so i delete :D his hair is like merlion? he he. no offence. today's the second day i`m waiting for her. she told me that she had some personal stuffs. i wish to know, nervermind forget it. nothing to do now, i`m waiting for my dinner now! LEE JIA HUI COPY ME, I`M POSTING, SHE'S ALSO POSTING. COPY+CAT=COPYCAT! :D
i've never wonder that she will said that to me, i thought we're happy, in the end, i`m the one thinking too much.
it's the ending point,
Friday, March 20, 2009 8:12 PM
yesterday you told me that we should end it here, is that really what you want? i got nothing else to say if you have already decided what you want it to be. you told me me things would not what i wanted it to be, but have you ever thought that one day it will be true and that's the miracle. maybe you find me too annoying, i`ll wait. trust or or not, i will wait. like how i used to told you.


saw this rainbow while i was walking home, today things were not right, went to lot one with Yongxin cause he want to buy watch, i was late and made him wait quite long. he he. SO SORRY!
hmm, went to temple meet ansley they all, after we gamble, don't know what happen, lose all my money away and got no money to eat. went back home, bath already and suddenly fell asleep at my sofa. just wake up not long ago :D how i wish i could see this rainbow with her, how i wish if she's right beside me. maybe i`m thinking too much, is just my imagination. alright, shall stop here. got no mood anymore.
I love you. maybe you don't trust me at all. but, believe me that i`ll prove it to you. (**********)
waist pain!
7:23 AM
today wake up late. i got to rush and quickly went to bukit pangjang to meet Zhenwei, Nicky and Jiajun. after that waited for 960, reach Bugis, chit chat with they all and joke. :D we got 4 match to complete and we manage to win 2 and lose to match, we can't enter the second round. disappointing. after our match, gilbert come to meet us and we go have our lunch together. after having our lunch. we went to bugis street and walk walk and took MRT back to teckwhye to play basketball. after playing basketball, headed home with nicky and zhenwei. :]
POOR YONGXIN, CAN'T USE COMPUTER! hmm, somethings i dont wish to talk about. that's it for today. :):) BYE!
labels: i wonder why she's so busy man, she don't even have the time to text me. nevermind, let nature takes it course. :(:(:(
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Thursday, March 19, 2009 5:35 AM
yes?! ;D long time didn't post, firstly, too lazy. second, got no mood to do so. ha ha! :]
will be having a (three on three) match tomorrow, anyone coming down to support? :) hmmm, waiting for (lalala) quite a long time already. she have change lot, not used to be the one i know. ha ha. :) yesterday prestige having a friendly against china guys. they're smelly and their Chinese sucks. i don't seem to get what they mean. he he. we win them by just a few points. :) maybe will post as usual back. so, don't worry. NG YONG XIN, today disturb me in bus. Tomorrow Watch out!!! :] jiaqi helping me to do blog, thanks ya.