I gonna change everything !
Brithday on 31 January 1994.
Currently studying in TWSS.
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I don't want to feel this way.
Sunday, August 30, 2009 6:50 AM
I've been doing my part and i try not to give her so much pressure. But, somehow she's kinda avoiding me and i don't know why. I feel so useless and helpless when i saw her yesterday. She was drunk and she vomitted. I wanted to comfort her but i don't have the courage to tell her or even just look at her. I hate this kind of feeling. I just hope she is not avoiding me. That's all. I don't want to give her stress. I tried not to let her feel so stress, but she seems to be having a lot of problem, i don't know what's her problem and she seldom tell me about what and how she feel. That's why i feel so helpless and useless. Hmm, bye.. :O
I feel so despondent.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 5:10 AM
Hmm, i was chatting with her happily. Suddenly she became so quiet and i don't know what to say. I could only ask her to continue watching her television and nothing else. Sigh, i tried my best in everything i can do. But, afterall i still failed to make her feel touched and stuffs.. I don't know what to do anymore, just. I hope everything will be back to normal, real soon. After i've known her for quite long, actually she's fine, caring. But, hmm. I won't give up, still trying my very best to hold on. I won't let it fall so easily. :O
I feel so left out.
Saturday, August 22, 2009 10:06 AM
Hello, sorry for not posting so long. :) was due to laziness and tired. Ha! Hmm, let's talk about yesterday, went to school as normal and lesson was fine. Get backed my 3 papers and i passed all 3. I thought i will flunk my maths but i didn't. :D i pass by half marks okay! Maths 20.5/40 English 32/50 Chinese 36/50 :) after school went home changed and back to school again for training. After training, went to ATM and withdraw money. Went home straight to prepare and wait for SzeKiat for balling. Limbang park to ball and reach home at 12am.
Today woke up at 2 plus to prepare and go for training. I went down just to watch and is so boring sitting there like a retarded to watch my teammates play. I really don't feel like staying at Prestige anymore because i feel that i can't communicate with them and i was the one whom causes them doing things repeatedly. I guess i need a break, many things are happening this few days. As for her, i don't know what to say. I'm still waiting for her to tell me how she feels about me. I think she don't love me. Because, her attitude and everything has change towards me. :( i really don't know what to do, sigh. I'll take one step at a time. Got to go. Byebye! I hope everything will change for the better. :O
Hello! Sprained my ankle.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 4:58 AM
Hi, Finally i'm back. I know my blog has been rot for a long time already. (: Yesterday play basketball with my friend and i sprained my ankle. Just now, went back to school for training. I sprained my ankle again. I was so unlucky. Hmm, okay. School was normal but i guess i've flunk my maths test. I got not enough time to complete the paper and the last page has total of 10 marks! Sadded! Hope i can pass all the subject this time round. :0 Hmm, i got to go.
So, i got something to share with her. ((: Is alright to failed one or two times. Don't because you have failed and you give up everything. Don't lost your confidence too. :D Nobody has ever given up on you. So, don't give up yourself. Stop giving yourself so much pressure. You still have to move on with your life. HA! I'm saying all this because not i want you to accept me, is because i want you to know there are many people outside still caring for you. Hmm, you should know who lah! (: and, if you're really being thrown up high in the sky.. I tell you, i'll be the first guy to stand down there to catch you. I won't let you hurt yourself and let others hurt you. This is a promise i made to you. So, you must trust me! :D that's all. Hope everything goes well for me and you! Hee..
So, i got something to share with her. ((: Is alright to failed one or two times. Don't because you have failed and you give up everything. Don't lost your confidence too. :D Nobody has ever given up on you. So, don't give up yourself. Stop giving yourself so much pressure. You still have to move on with your life. HA! I'm saying all this because not i want you to accept me, is because i want you to know there are many people outside still caring for you. Hmm, you should know who lah! (: and, if you're really being thrown up high in the sky.. I tell you, i'll be the first guy to stand down there to catch you. I won't let you hurt yourself and let others hurt you. This is a promise i made to you. So, you must trust me! :D that's all. Hope everything goes well for me and you! Hee..
Terrible running nose!
Tuesday, August 4, 2009 7:03 AM
Okay, school was fine as usual. Got scolded by OM this morning because i went home yesterday with an eye sore. (: I thought i will feel better today but, worse! Having a terrible cough, flu and headache! I hate this kind of feeling. I just had my dinner as well as my medicine. After school went to block 6 and meet cliques. Chit-chatted awhile and home sweet home. Was watching the television and i fell asleep while watching the television. ((: Woke up at 9 plus and bathe. After bathing, like i said, had my dinner and blahblahblah... Heh! Alright, just doing a short post. Just doesn't want my blog to rot. Haha, okay. I'm going.. Ta-ta!
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