It's just pie in the sky.
Friday, May 22, 2009 11:27 PM
:0 yesterday had our friendly match at CCAB with Japanese and we won them, i did not perform well due to some personal problem and coach blame me for not playing well. ._. We may have win them a lot of points but they are not important to me. What i want is her, all this while I've never give up on her yet she give up on me. :( What makes me feel really despondent is she told me a lot of things i don't wish to hear. In the beginning, i know i have no chance already. Before i like her, got another like her, maybe I'm just the substitute to her. :0 i don' know what to text her and even if i text her, i think we got nothing to say. our distance between us are drifting apart. I don't wish to talk about this. Maybe she won't come to my blog again. I will still continue to do what i'm suppose to do and won't let her down. I got to stop her. My friends are waiting for me at CCKCC. BYEBYEEEEE.