I've been doing my part and i try not to give her so much pressure. But, somehow she's kinda avoiding me and i don't know why. I feel so useless and helpless when i saw her yesterday. She was drunk and she vomitted. I wanted to comfort her but i don't have the courage to tell her or even just look at her. I hate this kind of feeling. I just hope she is not avoiding me. That's all. I don't want to give her stress. I tried not to let her feel so stress, but she seems to be having a lot of problem, i don't know what's her problem and she seldom tell me about what and how she feel. That's why i feel so helpless and useless. Hmm, bye.. :O