Speechless..
I don't know what to say. I'm speechless, nothing to say. ): you feel unsafe, tears are fill in your eyes. I really don't know what to do. You say you doesn't want to hurt me. But, Have you ever think on the positive side before? I really don't know what can i do so you will not feel this way. I asked you, is there anything making you feel unhappy? You told me you're fine and ask me not to worry. How can i not worry about you? You're the person i love. How can you ask someone that love you not to worry, if i say i will not worry about you but does that mean i can really don't worry about you? I've been finding an answer. Am i fit to be with you, am i fit to takecare of you, am i fit to be your everything? I haven't found the answer. Hmm, i thought of meeting you and give you a hug. Because, i think you'll feel better if someone is beside you. But.. I'm jealous, while writing this post. My tears drop down, this is my first time doing posting and my tears drop. I will still pretend nothing had happened before. I will continue to treat you good and everything. I will try my best to protect you, even if i have to sacrifice my life. I'm willing to do it. I want you to be safe&sound. That's all. Now, i don't mind you're with me or not.. As long as i can see you smile happily, i'm happy too. All my fault. I was the one who causes out so many unhappy things. )': I hope everything goes well too! :|