Now i know, why people say things shouldn't be rushed. Hmm, so i've decided to stop contacting her because she won't be stress and her life won't be more complicated. Also, her friend won't keep asking her about me. She will be happy. As long as she is happy then i'm happy. I don't know what to say, i just can't let go of her. She's like, the one i love the most. So, i won't give up on her that easily. If she choose to give up on me i got nothing to say. But, i'll still loving her and waiting for her no matter what. Even after her N level she still don't choose me, i'll continue waiting. Because, i know its worth it to do all this. She wants me to continue with my life, and look for other girl. You still have things that can't let go easily. Therefore, i still got someone i can't forget and that person is non other that you. Get it? Believe it or not, the choice is yours. Yes, i didn't put in effort. But, even if i have put in effort. Will you still give me a chance? Yea, you thought of giving me a chance. End up?, you didn't! :'( sigh..