I know my mistake.
I'm not her boyfriend. She got the right to contact other guy, yes. If i really love her i should let her feel happiness and not letting her get hurt. I get what you mean. Love can't be forced. To: (: the way you talk is just like someone i know, but not that close. Hmm, no no! Passerby, don't feel that you are saying harsh words to me. If I'm really wrong, just tell me okay? Alright. Talk about today. It has been so long since i went to school again. Today, finally went back to school. Everything were as per normal. Sleep for at least 2 or lesson. The whether is cooling and i was shivering while sleeping. After school, went home and change. Prepare and went back to school for training. After training, went to cc and ball for awhile. After balling, prepare again and went down to panjang cc for training again. My thigh are pain. Darn freaking pain. During my training, i kept making the same mistake and coach were fed up. Sorry! I really wasn't in the mood to train. After training went to wait for train. While walking home, my tears just drop because i remind of something. Know what's my greatest fear? Walking on a dark lonely road myself. Whenever i walk pass that place, it will reminds me of many things. Didn't went to meet the guys, went home straight. Just to cool myself down. Everything is like changing so fast. Hope she'll get good result for her N's. I will pray hard for her. 5 more minutes to 5am. Got to go, down with slight fever and running nose! Byebye! (68days)