(15.09.2009)
I was drinking at 216 coffee shop near keat hong market. And, a lot of people there are friendly. Is not the first time i go down but is the first time i saw all the old uncle there. Therefore, we got to introduce ourselves. After doing stuffs, we started to drink, order food and everything. We went kaiyuan house and stay. I sleep at 2 plus and woke up at 4.44am! When i woke up, i saw raymond scolding some people and doing a cute face. When they wake up, everybody prepare and we went to take cab, i need to go home and changed. Hmm, we went out again to slack and play poker cards and mahjong. We can play it everywhere we like. Midnight, went to my house downstair and play candles. Only got kaiyuan, raymond, jesmond, szekiat and me. After playing all went home to sleep. :D (55days)
(16.09.2009)
I just wake up and post. My head is spinning and i got no strength over my whole body. Going out to ball later. Yes, i can vent my anger on others. I just wanted to let you know, I've been waiting for you 56 days. Frankly speaking, i don't know why i can't give up on you when others keep calling me to give up on you. I've give up once and the decision i made I've regret. I doesn't want to regret again or getting any false hope. Text me when you really have feelings for me. I'll be waiting for your text. If you still care for me too. Hmm, i didn't cherish what i have last time, when she was talking i was like, doing my own things? If another chance is given to me, i make sure I'll treasure it! :\ (56days)

I tried to give up, but i find it i cannot because i still love you.